AIDA: “Hold up! You wanna get with this, but you wanna kill my people too? WTF?”
RADAMES: “LOLZ scratch that. I’ll dump the spoiled bitch, and run away with you to the desert instead.”
AIDA: “RIGHT because that sounds so much better than you actually building me a house in my neighborhood.”
AMNERIS: “Excuse me? Since when have you been gettin’ up in MY man’s business?”
RADAMES: “oh snap…”
RAMFIS: “Ya’ll better run. This bitch is cra-zy”
I’ve felt stuck in a hole most of this year, but until November I had nobody to blame but myself. Now due to unfortunate circumstances I’m literally stuck from moving forward with my life until someone else moves on with theirs. I would like to elaborate in more detail, but I’d rather not put that much about myself out on the internet.
2008 was full of highlights including leaving the country, the best relationship I’ve had to date, finally getting down to a healthy weight, and expanding my taste in movies, music and art. Now 2009 is coming to a close, and it feels like I’ve wasted this year because I tried to maintain a balance, thinking that everything had to be low key. Other than making one new friend I don’t think I’ve accomplished anything this year.
I shouldn’t complain to much because I know other people have it much worse than me, and I do count my blessings for what I already have. It’s just at this time I really want to do something positive and make myself a better person, but I feel like I’m locked in a small room and I can’t bust through the door.
I need a new direction, and a new way of life. I hope 2010 can bring that positive change that I need.